A really hard week. I have been feeling such turmoil due to the Jazz situation. I feel I have failed. I am useless and a weak rider. I do not think I am a very good rider. I do not feel I am brave or useful as a rider. I am very upset and sad in all honesty. It probably looks like I am giving … Continue reading Dilemmas & Decisions
What a mixed bag of emotions it has been the last few days. As always, let’s start with the positives. The biggest one.. I AM BACK IN THE SADDLE!!!!!!! And so thrilled about it you can’t imagine! 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 Ok so I only rode properly today for the first time. Yesterday last thing was my trial run on Storm. Storm my little piece of perfection in … Continue reading Ups & Downs
This post is purely about Dice today, revolving around his visit from the Equine Physiotherapist today. I have been so ecstatic once again with the results our fabulous physio has provided that I couldn’t help myself but to dedicate a small post about todays’ activity. I was lucky enough to have Dice seen first in the day’s list of horses. Dawn (the physio) has worked with … Continue reading A Little Piece of Dice History & A Present-Day Happy Appie!
This last week in all honesty has been much the same as the week before. I have not much news to report on so to save a long, rambling post about similar issues I am just going to make this one a little shorter. Ok, one thing. The weather! Why is it continually trying to snow?! I don’t want to go galloping around a cross … Continue reading It’s Got Colder Again & Special Jazz Moments
My visits to the yard have been a little sporadic due to my good days and not-so-good days of healing. Healing is a long game for those of us with no immune system. In the days I have been around, I am unfortunate to report that Dice is lame. Only mildly so, not enough to cause outright panic but at his age I can’t help … Continue reading Dice Issues & Lots of Circles
Times such as these it is brought right to the forefront of my attention that I have wonderful friends down at the farm. I have not been able to drive so my dear lovely mum has taken me to visit the horses a couple of times where she has been able to fit it in. I have been so pleased to go down and visit … Continue reading Having Good Friends & No Patience